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Saturday, March 29, 2008

What a Week!!!!!

All of sudden, I became speechless!! What to say about this deadly week? It's insane!! Crazy!!! The most deadly tests were combined into such a series of tests. The first one was started in the first day of this week. I'd prayed with supplication that there would be a hard rain on Monday afternoon until the evening hour. But guess what, it didn't rain at all!!! O my goodness, I didn't want to break my companion's score (mark) for the tennis test. I've warned him not to be my partner for this test. However he kept 'keukeuh.." that I assumed he was terribly angry when he found that I couldn't play tennis at all!! I felt greatly distressed that evening. I felt so guilty that day, actually until today. This was only for the first day. I got only 70 for the test. I thank God for such a miracle as this.. hehehe...
The next thing to be done was the practicum thing, chemistry practicum. I could finish all that stuff in spite of the unpredictable thing happening the night when I wanted to print my practicum report. The printer didn't work!!! I was..... ya gitu deh...
Then the next thing to be focussed on is the uts matter. There was an accident on Tuesday night that made me feeling guilty so much. I lost my courage to study because of that thing. I was nearly ready to get the worst for the UTS this week. I don't know how to restore the previous courage to study. All I was thinking that day is to stop kuliah and started to choose what I really wanted to study, music. Funnily, my best friend realized this condition and he tried hard to light me up. It did work! He made me study hard for the Daspro test on Thursday despite I got at him since the night before. Meanwhile, he didn't feel guilty for what he'd done. I have no idea of what in his mind that he was that strange. That's why frontally I said what made me angry because of him.
I had physics test the next day. The source was so wide. I just couldn't imagine how the test would be because the same test years before were so easy. That's why I studied just the way I thought it had to be, ordinary one. Don't think about a test consisting of 5 numbers with easy to solve problems. They were all gone!! The real thing happening was that I couldn't finish the test because of the lack of the time needed. The problems were all surely difficult!!!! I was confident for only 2 of 5 problems given in the test. That was bad, truly bad!!! Just after the test, I decided to have an after lunch set, only a plate of rice with hot chicken, called 'Ayam Bumbu Bali' in Botram. It was so delicious.
The final test today was 'Pengantar Rangkaian Elektrik' and it was confusing. The matter is on how we look at a circuit and finding the equivalent circuit. Then, the test arrived this morning. I studied hard with Andreas, Matthew, and Hendy last night. They taught me a lot. This morning I studied again with them before the test. The test wasn't too difficult as a matter of fact. I went home earlier before the time ends.
Many students called these 3 days as "tri hari suci STEI" because of the crazy positioning of the tests. However, it's done anyway. I don't care of the score for each lesson. I just want to refresh my mind now.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

My Best Friend

Ardimas, or Dimas, or Samid, or what ever he wants to be called, has been, I don't know how, my best friend here in my campus life. Now I'm trying hard to like what he likes and be aware of what he needs. The one I'm trying hard nowadays to like is his favorite activities, tennis sport and all sport events, in TV or live show. I also try hard to like reading comics again, especially sport comics. Actually, it's fun!! I like all things connected with sport. But, I am not good at nearly all sport games. I don't know the rules and the way of playing all the games. That's why I only like athletic sport. It tests only one's strength.
However, I'll try to like what he likes more, especially sport things, despite his struggling to like jazz music too.. hahaha... What a friend...

My Life

It's a bit difficult to say, but I think it's.....
Just forget it..
"I'd rather have the one than anything.." This is the one I'm struggling to stick to it still. It's a bit difficult in fact with my complicated problems (matters) and my condition now. I still couldn't distinguish whether it's acceptable to have such a relationship or not in the one's sight.
Nevertheless, just go through with it... Don't give up!!! Fight!!!

Friday, March 7, 2008

Satu

This is my first post without using English as the main language here.. Just read it!!

Sering orang katakan satu..
Adakah satu itu?
Adakalanya 'banyak' disatukan,
Tanpa satu itu nyata
Nyatakah satu itu?
Perlukah kehadiran satu?
Apakah satu itu?

Satu bukanlah satu jika ia tidak utuh
Satu tidak nyata jika ia tidak terlihat
Satu adalah satu hanya jika ia tampil

Satu adalah rasa
Satu adalah wajah
Satu pasti maju
Satu harus terikat
Satu juga bebas
Satu berani tanpa batas
Satu tak kenal takut
Satu tak butuh lelah
Satu tidak istirahat
Satu berpadu dalam harmoni
Satu adalah kedinamisan
Satu tidaklah statis
Satu adalah satu

Jadi apakah satu itu?
Satu adalah kepastian
Satu adalah kekuatan
Satu adalah hatimu

Mari maju untuk satu
Mari berjuang untuk satu
Tak ada satu tanpa usaha
Tak ada satu tanpa tekad

Satu adalah satu....
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Mengejar Satu untuk Satu..

Thursday, March 6, 2008

Birthday

My best friend here in ITB, Dimas, had his birthday today. He's 19 years old now. I accompanied him for the whole day yesterday. So, where Dimas was, there was me too. We wasted our time yesterday to study and did interesting things.
Today, there's no time to do such things. That's why we did that yesterday. I don't know why, he looked a bit unhappy today. It seems like he doesn't enjoy his birthday. Ya... It may be his first time to celebrate his birthday far from his old friends and his family.
Overall,I've tried hard to make him happy today despite he's really strange today.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

Funny Practicum

I did my first physics practicum in this semester this morning. It was funny. By the way, I got the Wheatstone thing today as the topic. All we have to do was just arranging all the stuffs and measuring the length. It didn't work at first. It didn't work too for the second arrangement. And for the third, it didn't work too. We tried to use other tools then. I thought it would work while in fact it didn't work at all. So then we checked the "kabel" and all was fine. All of sudden, I realized that the matter was in the Resistance which we could arrange (the magnitude). And finally, it was broken!!! Then we took the other resistance. On the third time, it worked!! Just a few minutes later we'd finished our work and 15 minutes later we finished our practicum. It was just that easy!!!!