Escaping

Talking about life,
what a tough one I've undergone so far,
gaining so much in reaching a higher purpose,
pacing each day with such a hope to keep existing,
leaving those not deserving to be hold,
struggling to keep standing,
being selective in the matter of companionship,
strengthening my own faith,
being dead of my own to gain the real life,
and finally undesirably standing alone.

I've tried to escape,
thousands of time I've tried to leave this pathway,
but I've reached the edge of my strength,
being drawn back to my first pathway,
and start again from the start.

So, where to escape??
I agree with you all,
Faith is my escape.