A Surprise for Amy

It was fascinating today coz we arranged an event for Amy, one of our best friends, to celebrate her birthday today. Actually, the idea came from a special person. As the camouflage we told her that we'd have buka bareng today for K-09 only in Bima and Kresno's house. The preparation had begun since yesterday. It was started by the conference talking about the things we were going to do this evening. Then Kresno was chosen as the PJ for the birthday cake. I suggest a place to buy the cake coz I like the cream so much.
It was continued today, this morning. We confirmed everyone about the event tonight at Bima's. Nearly everybody we invited had had an event that they couldnt come this evening. However, we kept saying that it would be done this evening. After Sisdig time, I went to Setiabudhi Supermarket with Kresno to buy a few things to brighten the birthday surprise today. Just after that we went to Es Shanghai to buy 10 packs of es shanghai there for tonight's tajilan.
At the time, few minutes before Amy arrived, we prepared the gifts and the candles and also the cakes. I was told to play the song happy birthday for her. When everyone came out of the piano room, they sang the song together while I played the piano. Surprisingly, I found amy with tears falling from her eyes saying thanks to everyone. I was quite surprised too that time since I thought it would be another way. The main point here is I was glad that she is happy today because somebody is delighted too seeing her happy that way.hehehe....
Happy birthday, Amy!!!!

This was what we did

Last day of PLO

This was the closing song for the last day of PLO (Profession and Leadership Orientation) in the groups final event, before the whole "angkatan" song of friendship and love. Hope this will be in our heart and mine forever till forever for this nation.

(05/06/08)

Bendera

Biar saja ku tak sehebat matahari
Tapi ku slalu mencoba tuk menghangatkanmu
Biar saja ku tak setegar batu karang
Tapi ku slalu mencoba tuk melindungimu

Biar saja ku tak seharum bunga mawar
Tapi slalu kucoba tuk mengharumkanmu
Biar saja ku tak seelok langit sore
Tapi slalu kucoba tuk mengindahkanmu

Kupertahankan kau demi kehormatan bangsa
Kupertahankan kau demi tumpah darah
Semua pahlawan-pahlawanku

Merah putih teruslah kau berkibar
Di ujung tiang tertinggi di Indonesiaku ini
Merah putih teruslah kau berkibar
Di ujung tiang tertinggi di Indonesiaku ini
Merah putih teruslah kau berkibar
Ku kan selalu menjagamu

It was a terribly tiring day. All I did today was only studying and helping my friend in studying chemistry for its uas. I went late to campus today because I woke up very late. When I arrived, the meeting had been finished and all the students were doing the tasks given. So then I briefly went to chemistry building to Mr Suryo G.'s room. I was waiting for him in fact. Then, when he came, we had a little chat until he had to answer a few questions from his another student (the grammar is a bit wrong). After the meeting I studied PRE until now. I only changed places. I miss my best friend here.. He was in a distant place now, enjoying his days in his second hometown with his family. Wish you all the best, bhro...

Now

It's been eight months since I first change my personality. Believe it or not, it was just like a rolling gear. The surrounding changes me back into I was before I entered the university. Everybody forced me to be alone. I have nobody to trust anymore. In fact, I've had nobody to confide in for such a long time till now. It is ridiculous, isn't it? Everybody around me forces me to look everybody as suspiciously as I can (I think the grammar is wrong... I don't know the correct sentence..). The ones I trust the most leave me one by one secretly. It is undeniable that this happens to me in exams period. I really couldn't concentrate to study. All I can do is just praying that He would take this cup from me... Hehe... (trying to escape)
Since I couldn't trust anybody, I couldn't tell what I'm undergoing now even to those I used to think they are the closest to me. The only think I've done since two days ago is not to eat any food (containing full ingredient for a formal or informal dine). I just drank mizone, water, and milk (milo of course). Yesterday I was forced to eat bread. So I ate it. But today I don't want to eat anything, just want to lament or just forgetting the past step by step 'cause every time I tried to remember those beautiful days I suddenly cried (too melancholic..). However, I have to face it all by myself since I have nobody to stand beside me anymore. Hikz.... Hikz....

Chemistry Practicum

Today was the last day for chemistry practicum since we had reached the last title. Bye bye chem.prac!!!! hahahaha...... Though my last score may be disappointing, I'm still happy.

Electrochemistry Practicum

What a Week!!!!!

All of sudden, I became speechless!! What to say about this deadly week? It's insane!! Crazy!!! The most deadly tests were combined into such a series of tests. The first one was started in the first day of this week. I'd prayed with supplication that there would be a hard rain on Monday afternoon until the evening hour. But guess what, it didn't rain at all!!! O my goodness, I didn't want to break my companion's score (mark) for the tennis test. I've warned him not to be my partner for this test. However he kept 'keukeuh.." that I assumed he was terribly angry when he found that I couldn't play tennis at all!! I felt greatly distressed that evening. I felt so guilty that day, actually until today. This was only for the first day. I got only 70 for the test. I thank God for such a miracle as this.. hehehe...
The next thing to be done was the practicum thing, chemistry practicum. I could finish all that stuff in spite of the unpredictable thing happening the night when I wanted to print my practicum report. The printer didn't work!!! I was..... ya gitu deh...
Then the next thing to be focussed on is the uts matter. There was an accident on Tuesday night that made me feeling guilty so much. I lost my courage to study because of that thing. I was nearly ready to get the worst for the UTS this week. I don't know how to restore the previous courage to study. All I was thinking that day is to stop kuliah and started to choose what I really wanted to study, music. Funnily, my best friend realized this condition and he tried hard to light me up. It did work! He made me study hard for the Daspro test on Thursday despite I got at him since the night before. Meanwhile, he didn't feel guilty for what he'd done. I have no idea of what in his mind that he was that strange. That's why frontally I said what made me angry because of him.
I had physics test the next day. The source was so wide. I just couldn't imagine how the test would be because the same test years before were so easy. That's why I studied just the way I thought it had to be, ordinary one. Don't think about a test consisting of 5 numbers with easy to solve problems. They were all gone!! The real thing happening was that I couldn't finish the test because of the lack of the time needed. The problems were all surely difficult!!!! I was confident for only 2 of 5 problems given in the test. That was bad, truly bad!!! Just after the test, I decided to have an after lunch set, only a plate of rice with hot chicken, called 'Ayam Bumbu Bali' in Botram. It was so delicious.
The final test today was 'Pengantar Rangkaian Elektrik' and it was confusing. The matter is on how we look at a circuit and finding the equivalent circuit. Then, the test arrived this morning. I studied hard with Andreas, Matthew, and Hendy last night. They taught me a lot. This morning I studied again with them before the test. The test wasn't too difficult as a matter of fact. I went home earlier before the time ends.
Many students called these 3 days as "tri hari suci STEI" because of the crazy positioning of the tests. However, it's done anyway. I don't care of the score for each lesson. I just want to refresh my mind now.

Funny Practicum

I did my first physics practicum in this semester this morning. It was funny. By the way, I got the Wheatstone thing today as the topic. All we have to do was just arranging all the stuffs and measuring the length. It didn't work at first. It didn't work too for the second arrangement. And for the third, it didn't work too. We tried to use other tools then. I thought it would work while in fact it didn't work at all. So then we checked the "kabel" and all was fine. All of sudden, I realized that the matter was in the Resistance which we could arrange (the magnitude). And finally, it was broken!!! Then we took the other resistance. On the third time, it worked!! Just a few minutes later we'd finished our work and 15 minutes later we finished our practicum. It was just that easy!!!!

Chemistry Practicum (08/02/27)